" Not Afraid
Not Afraid
I'm not afraid of dying
In fact I'm already dead
To the lies that were living in my head
And tomorrow is a lifetime away
On the other side of midnight
Born out of the ashes of today
And I'm not sure if it's numbness
That I'm feeling or not feeling
Or the sore that's in my soul
Has recovered from the healing
As I get down on my knees praying
Thank you thank you thank you please
Hit me with another denial of my desire
Thank you please
Then I remember an old friend From long, long ago
She comes back to me, I know she'll never go
And she will take care of my body
When nobody else will
And when I die I know she'll be there with me still
If I came to you in the body of a woman
Would you listen to me then
Would you talk to me seriously
Or would you really want to use me for my body
Like you use me anyway
Not physically but on another level
If I can't use this time
Time will use me
And if I waste all this time
Time will waste me
© 2002 & 2006 Richard K Isaacs/Rockstone Recordings
